meenu | 
10 11th, 2008| 
that’s what i feel as my life moves ahead. It seems as if i am shedding the old bark of my soul and entering the new phase of my life. It is as if a force more potent than a hurricane is pushing me towards my destiny and nothing can stop it. not even me, myself. and the more i resist it, the more it persists. i feel myself standing at the threshold of a bigger, beautiful, fulfilling world that is awaiting my presence.
i feel so blessed and lucky to be able to fathom these feelings and emotions within myself. to be able to decipher the jigsaw puzzle of my being. my inner world is blossoming slowly but surely , breaking the mould that makes me up, re- moulding it, renewing it, resurrecting it into a new, more evolved soul.
my creativity is peaking , leading me surely to a watershed in my life. the book that i am presently writing about will take all i have inside me to write it. its going to be a part of my soul and a journey of self discovery- a book i will always be proud of.
as the jungle of my emotions gets cleared, the sunlight peeps through the haze of uncertainity and doubt and the path lights up to make way for the journey ahead- the inevitable march of the soul.
i remember a quote from nietzsche-” you need chaos in your soul to give birth to a dancing star”
i am relishing and revelling in this chaos for i know it is through this chaos that the watergates of my soul will open and finally emerge…
till next time
take care